Captured
Mood:  down
Now Playing: The Flir
Topic: The Hunt
captured and bonded
I'm quickly spirally beyond
no rhyme or reason
no oxygen to breathe
a fantasy full existence
illusion of disaster carries on
this is madness
I welcome you to join
it's whole different world
The silver removed from the coin

IN-justice
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Slipstream
Topic: Attachment
An injustice has been done!
My blood boils in pain
What is it in us that cries out for fairness in vain?

There is something that lingers in our essence
An allegory of riches that guides the miserly through
A craving so deep that's blinding the truth in you

A satyrical answer motivated by a vengeful wrath
To the nemesis of dark, it's the question she dare's you to ask.
Is it the dance of delusion? A con wearing the healer's mask?

The Feathers of the plumed princess will fly
Weighing each human heart
Restoring balance with no answer to the question, why.

An injustice of deceit
turning into
IN justice discreet!

alone and connected
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Iron Maiden
It takes a lot of effort to do online connecting.. I feel alot of times like I'm spending times emailing reading posts when I should be in the world with real live people. Then I think about how many people spend more time posting, emailing, chatting, while they are alone at home. Doesn't this sort of ruin skills of connecting and being around people? making it harder for you to relate to someone when you are near to them. It almost feels kind of numbing. Like it's missing an aspect of human and living, real life, interaction. If we spend all this time alone, typing, staring at a screen, rather than breathing fresh air, talking and chatting with strangers and people in their living flesh. We only know these people as who they claim to be. We don't know them as they are. We are separated, disconnected, tunnelled into a disconnected false reality. But then... what is different about the real time false reality?

Attachment
Mood:  suave
Topic: Attachment
attachment, attached, attach,
like an amoeba or fungus that just grows and spreads and multiplies through osmosis
assimilating connecting all dependent upon the previous moment.
A big thick heavy muck of stuckness.
clouded, foggy, immersed in glue.
I'm just wandering, and How stuck are you?

Mood:  suave
Topic: The Hunt
Fear leads to attachment. This is the path to the dark side. Let go of your fear of losing that which you are attached to. There is no sense in living in fear. There is no sense in suffering due to attachment. May you be Free!

Mood:  chillin'
" It is necessary to give up our self cherishing towards our body,
refrain from following our attatchment and thereby avoid opening the
door of discontent.A person who feels no attatchment to beautiful
external objects,will discover a beautiful mind within"

appetite for destruction the hunters guild showing no signs of what path to yield.